I finally found.

"Here we go, come with me
There's a world out there that we should see
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer"

Blogging again!~ hehe recently keep listening to Rocketeer by Far East Movement again lolol cuz it kinda relates to how i feel now~ yay this hectic week is finally coming to an end n tmr's fri already!~ 5 tests down, 1 more to go! This week has been rly fun though~ choir syf auditions on sat! Goodluck all <3 hopefully all our hardwork will pay off :)

Kinda stressed about piano cuz i cannot go for lessons these two weeks n my tcher kept pressurizing me to skip choir pracs :( told her this week can't afford to skip any pracs! Ite no choice but to make do w a lesson on tues cuz my exams in march alr :( sianz spent 1 hr reasoning n settling this w her last night oh gosh at least now i get to go for choir though i've to leave early :/ cancelled 1 lesson out of th 2 cuz i rly cannot leave early for choir twice O_o 50 bucks T__T HAHA kinda blogging w hp agn while waiting for my dad! Lolol Jhovelle n Grace jus walked pass~ ^-^

Looking forward to the weekends though, finally can take a breather. It's weird that i'm more stressed abt piano+cca than studies :/ it's like cca>sleep>studies HAHAHA this whole week been sleeping ard 10 lolol sufficient rest rly v impt to focus during tests! Tdy went crazy w block n jeremy during lunch lolol we 3 sing like some drunkards in class LOLOL bruno mars's songs hahaha <3 "my pride, my ego, my needs and my selfish ways"~~~ "moonshine, take us to the stars tonight"~~~ :))

Thankyou for always being there for me :) silly boy lolol :)

Gratitude

Updating my blog haha~ sorry there's no pictures cuz i'm posting w my hp!:) my past few weeks were pretty happy i guess, except for that day when i cried lol first time i cried in like.. 7 months ._. Sorry that u had to hear me cry i was rly rly trying not to sound like i was tearing but >< okay anw that aside lolol~ this morning i vomitted :/ hate the feeling when i feel so queasy yet not able to do anything abt it since it's th side effect of my antibiotics >< -sidetracks- was actually kinda depressed over my outbreak a few days back, but i thought of how the people who're disabled physically or mentally n realised how fortunate i am to be healthy. Thankful and grateful for the days w good skin but even more thankful at th thought that God has already given me more than i deserve. :) who am i to deserve all that i have now? Hope that conflicts will be resolved because at th end of our journey we'll all come to realise how foolish it is to waste precious time on triffle matters. Today i'm also motivated to write my english essays more seriously cuz i really feel bad about wasting my teacher's time to mark something i sloppily handed in ._. Really grateful for th teachers' patience no matter how we fair in our studies <3 ahhh 6 upcoming tests next week lolol but i know with God's grace i'll get thru it! I'm not a christian but i believe that having a belief = having a purpose n drive in life :) okay mrs G shared smth that made us have a good laugh ^-^ here goes:
"He was not fired with enthusiasm, so he was FIRED with enthusiasm" If u gettit hahaha :P
Last note,
Thankyou for being here w me at all times :*

Perspective.

"But I just want you to know
I hope he buys you flowers, I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours when he has the chance
Take you to every party cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done when I was your man"

-Bruno Mars "When i was your man"

Such sweet lyrics hehe ^-^ Happy girl now cuz CNY's coming! :) and Valentine's too~ i really dk what to feel about everything:/ probably it's just me but i feel weird yknow that kinda feeling when u're so afraid of losing something or someone. Never liked this feeling cuz it makes me feel insecure which is unlike myself. I trust nonetheless :3 and that's what makes my feelings so strong. It's a lie if i say it doesn't matter cuz it does a little but it's only cuz u matter to me. But i trust you :)

Okay i'm updating my phone now omg how can anyone update w/o backing up my gosh the last time i backed up my phone was in Dec ._. oh mama. Lookin forward to tmr's VIA w 4C :) I can't explain my love for this class haha despite our differences, i'm truly thankful for every single one of them in the class cuz w/o one, 4C'13 will never be. :) I'm willing to accept the differences, will you join me? :) I know how it feels when there's no one by your side. I know how much that sucks and i don't wish to see anyone around me in that situation. Maybe we'll all receive much much more when we accept n embrace those who're different from us:) A whole new perspective.