THANKFUL

okay at com lab agn and blogging cuz apparently the internet is loading at a speed of a snail crawling so ._. 
some gratitude in this post heheh cuz i realised the prev few posts are quite emo:/
i realised i've been so blind to the care of my friends.. esp my bros :) 
i realised that they genuinely care and i probably NEED to appreciate them more :')
i realised that no matter how down i am, those silly idiots will always try to make me laugh in their silly ways and try to brighten my day:') got scolded a couple of times by bro for thinking abt the issue hahaha i know he really cares:') i just feel mega thankful for everyone that God sent to me :) accompanying me everyday and offering to talk to me otp everytime i'm sad haha those rly mean ALOT to me :) those who skyped me until 3am haha i really just.. :') i feel so undeserving of all of your concern ~
Block always says i like to bottle up stuff and be strong :/ he says he admires my strength HAHAHAHAH ERMAGAWD anw sorryyyyyy that i didn't wanna share cuz talking about it makes me even sadder n i really feel like some burden already:/ was kinda shocked when y'all realised that i was quieter than normal that night>< altho i was already trying my best to be normal haha~ 
thanks for saying that y'all will always be here for me :') even if everyone else leaves me haha~ sometimes i just feel like hugging ALL OF YOU HAHAHA even my girl friends :') sweet letters n cards, photos, calls:')
really, i couldn't thank y'all enough.